I detest emotion-driven writing. I, for one, think it’s nothing but incoherent gibbering word vomit used by the desperate. The best writers in the world arguably use emotion to create grand masterpieces but to clarify, they use it as stimulus or inspiration and not to fuel the composition entirely.
So really, even if I’m seething right now, I’m pulling out every source of restraint (sa sobrang mental-hatak na to, napapagod na ako physically) just so I won’t drop an emotional bomb right here.
Now, to you who knows absolutely nothing about me… that’s just it, YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING. But because you’re that interested, let me enlighten you. I’m a little flattered na medyo malaki ata yung papel ko sa buhay mo; nalungkot naman ako that I don’t respond with the same courtesy. 😦 If you’re high-maintenance, well and good; I’ve tried it and I’ve discovered one too many times that it’s just not for me. So walang pakialaman ng buhay. I study, I work, I write–see, when you’re neck-deep in murders, inflation and coal miners trapped in some South American country, makeup, clothes, shoes, and Chanel are the furthest things in your mind. I can’t exactly walk into a police precinct all dolled up now, can I? So yaya na kung yaya. Marunong lang naman ako manglugar eh. Of course I’ll come to a party in my stilettos, silly! Don’t be too quick to judge kasi! Masyado ka naman na-excite!
So please, I really hate clarifying this whole non-issue of me and my lack of natural care for my physical appearance (and I hate having to explain myself to people who don’t deserve it). I have so many entries about this already, I’m starting to become redundant. I move to close this issue once and for all so we can finally move on with… your life (di kasi tumigil yung life ko e). Yaya na kung yaya, di naman ako yung yaya mo eh so what’s the problem? I’m sure you know what closure is… and the fact that it doesn’t exist.
Dumb quotes annoy me. WordPress doesn’t have an option for curly/smart quotes. 😦